As I am sure all of my loyal fans have noticed, I have been conspicuously absent for about a week now, with many goings on in life. First of all, I have been thinking of the loss of a friend, Mr. Ralph Moore, and his family. Secondly, the Thanksgiving fiasco of having to go here and there, and no one telling me until the last minute that my plans were crap, then what I WOULD be doing, which always seems to conspicuously crap on me. Who knows? Was that even a sentence? Seemed more like a rush of feeling. Oh, well!
Today, after the funeral, I was driving home and began to think, what would people say at my funeral? What would people think about me? Who would even come? Then I, of course, realized I didn't care, and turned the radio up. It's not that I am negative thinking, but I can't let other people's opinion of me cause me to not live my life the way God and I intend for it to pan out. I love how while I am visiting the family at the mortuary today, I get accosted by an old man from my former church who irrationally invites me to come to his Sunday School class this week. It's true, we haven't moved our membership, but we haven't attended that church in over two years. We left, not mad, but with the reason that there was nothing there for us. Now, he is asking me to come into a class where the ages range from 10-100, and the invitation itself is more of an insult. I did try so hard to politely decline, when he replied to me, "Well, what is it?"
How do you answer this question? Especially of someone who has been a member of the church for two months, and never attended the church with you? I just had to excuse the comment and move on.... too much otherwise to do.
On a good note, I have finished my Christmas shopping. I was holding out for Black Friday when I got an email invitation to pre-shopping event and finalized my list.
Well, I have to go now... I am hoping to be back on topic with lots more info soon... this was, just an update!
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